Catching Feelings.


How wonderful it would be if we catched feelings with someone we sure will be with us for forever and always.

 Seems like love's favourite game is "Guess what?". Shits. Sometimes I hate it.

Well apparently, most of the time.

 I got no problem catching feelings with strangers but catching feelings with my own friend, it is super awkward. It is not just awkward but also dangerous for the friendship.

 When I stuck in this situation, I will pretty much make sure I would not let them know my feelings for them. No matter how hard.

 Yes -- people say we should tell someone what we feel but not when that someone is my own friend. Cus the friendship worth more than how I feel towards him.

 My feelings can fade away but I cannot bear to lose him as a friend.

 "You are my crush tapi rahsia."

 Hahahaha

 Love,
Ophelia ♡

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